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HERE AND NOW

by Shinai

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1.
Running through cold faces pushing away limp bodies They stick to me It’s getting harder for me to breath Invisible monster chasing me Wrapping around all that exists Only I can see him And it drives me crazy I am the only one with a chance to be saved I will fight for myself! I will fight! Nobody wants to hear Nobody wants to see Waves of sorrow immortal this night I'm all alone again In an empty room I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed from overhanging gloom I'm paralyzed from overhanging gloom! I'm trying to move Trying to escape But I'm trapped in my own cage Wake up, hey, wake up, hey This is my last nightmare It is intention that will not be dead The face before which the brave getting faint It is a fairy tale that becoming real There is no one who can resist his will! Stumbling and falling I turned back It's here and consumes me In cold sweat, I open my eyes I look up, and there it is! Like a bottomless lake his eyes swallow my soul Can't take a breath Cold sweat covers my forehead The creature in black looms over me I can't move can't drive him away In this nightmare I am the only one with a chance to be saved I will fight for myself! I will fight! Nobody wants to hear Nobody wants to see Waves of sorrow immortal this night I'm all alone again In an empty room I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed from overhanging gloom I'm paralyzed from overhanging gloom! I'm trying to move Trying to escape But I'm trapped in my own cage Wake up, hey, wake up, hey This is my last nightmare
2.
Majestic eyes, golden curls Like waves of sunlight Her smile lights the way I won’t go astray I was blind for a long time But now I can see These strange feelings inside of me I’m shivering And burning again With ecstasy and pain When the sun begins to set I will call your name Be my flame And light my way Never fade away When the sun rise again I will take a leap of faith Never fade away, never fade away Majestic eyes, golden curls Like waves of sunlight Her smile lights the way I won’t go astray Take me to the better place I want to feel the grace Lead me Out from the dark Happiness is worth the fight When the sun begins to set I will call your name Be my flame And light my way Never fade away When the sun rise again I will take a leap of faith Never fade away, never fade away Be my flame and light my way Never fade away
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No more worry about other lives No more cares about someone's opinion Living life only for yourself Don't miss your chance Forget all the past Now you have changed No regrets, no conscience Trying for others is in vain Emotions tend to fade away Nothing is forever A habit creates a demand If you don't feel high, try something new ... Selfishness is not a vice Vices are came up with cowards Who don't want to accept themselves Will remain in the shadow of your hypocrisy Be honest and don't count on anyone Their thoughts are not worth a dime Stay alone with yourself And you will the answer Be honest and don't count on anyone Their thoughts are not worth a dime Stay alone with yourself Behold the naked truth Forget all the past Nothing is forever Selfishness is not a vice Hey! Oh! I'm different, I am an egoist I am not ashamed, I am who I am Now you better get the fuck away from me Everything will be different now Get the fuck away, Get the fuck away Now you better get the fuck away from me Right now!
4.
Here and Now 03:36
Here we go again! Break the curse of ignorance Join us and make your way If We lose at least we try Be yourself, open your eyes Now it’s time to sacrifice You must make your fucking choice Nobody wants you to win Show them they are wrong Don't look around Don't listen to lies They want to eat you alive They are Chameleons Many of our enemies Would like to be in our place But they swallow the dust from under our chariot I gave everything to live Here and now Without regrets Join us and make your way Someone is moving Someone just watching Choose the right side Give your dream a chance Give your dream a chance, Yeah Don’t stay in the same place Here and now Choose the right side Hold on tight Don't look around Don't listen to lies They want to pull you to the bottom with all their might Now It's time to open your eyes You must see the other side Take off your mask Show me your face Show me what you are worth We both Know that you are nothing Stop being jealous of me And fucking go away We both Know that you are nothing I gave everything to live Here and now Here and now Join us and make your way Someone is moving Someone just watching Choose the right side Give your dream a chance Give your dream a chance, Yeah Don’t stay in the same place Here and now Choose the right side Don't look around Don't listen to lies They want to eat you alive They are Chameleons Many of our enemies Would like to be in our place But they swallow the dust from under our chariot
5.
Naked Truth 03:08
No more worry about other lives No more cares about someone’s opinion Life is left only to yourself Don't miss your chance Forget all the past Now you have changed No regrets, no conscience Trying for others is in vain Emotions tend to fade away Nothing is forever A habit creates a demand If you don’t feel high, try something new Selfishness is not a vice Vices are came up with cowards Who don't want to admit themselves You will remain in the shadow of your hypocrisy Be honest and don't count on anyone Their thoughts are not worth a dime Stay alone with yourself And you will the answer Be honest and don't count on anyone Their thoughts are not worth a dime Stay alone with yourself Behold the naked truth Forget all the past Nothing is forever Selfishness is not a vice Hey! Oh! I'm different, I am an egoist I am not ashamed, I am who I am Now you better get the fuck away from me Everything will be different now Get the fuck away, Get the fuck away Now you better get the fuck away from me Right now!
6.
Hollow 02:40
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You've become as cold as ice I try to stay on this lump But no matter how much I try I slip every time Your current takes me so far I’m lost among the frozen lands Stabbing my heart with a knife You turn it a thousand times Lifeless eyes tell me to leave But how can I I've never felt so alone and in love At the same time Where are we going and for what I’m losing my mind Stabbing my heart with a knife You turn it a thousand times I can’t take it anymore Let me go! Let me go! You don't need anyone Let me go! Let me go! I've become as cold as ice Don't try to stay on this lump And no matter how much you try You slip every time My current takes you so far We lost among the frozen lands When we are alone with you I'm trying to melt the glacier, but Every smile, touch and look Just a favor, just a handout Love means nothing, now I see. Let me go, I'm tired of being alone Stop lying to yourself! You are lost just like me Let me go! Stop lying to yourself! Let me go! You don't need anyone
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Labyrinth 03:44
This is the first step We don’t know what to expect It's like a jump into the abyss The unknown always shivers But what we supposed to do? We spent so much time We put so much in this This is our life And only for us to decide How to find a way out? It’s like infinite fight So scared, don't see the light Moving in circles around and around This is a trap only in our mind Clouds are gathering in our minds So much pain and dark in our lives Every time we approach a star that lights our way It slips right out from us It's like an endless maze It's like an endless maze We hope to find a way out But it’s moving away How to find a way out? It’s like infinite fight So scared, don't see the light Moving in circles Around and around How did we fall into this trap This is a trap only in our minds Waiting for the end of this road around the bend But the road is always getting harder Our faith is on the verge of collapse The mind is unstable and this is the worst thing There is nothing more painful than a crumbling hope Just set your mind in the right direction the sooner this happens the sooner you will find a way out The labyrinth is a figment of imagination And if you open up to the light it will collapse, as it never existed

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released December 17, 2021

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